Don't know why that i wish to express today.....about the CHOICE
Everyday we may need to make many decisions.....
There is a lot of choices are waiting us to be made in our life.
Everyone hopes that there is no regret with all the decisions or choices they made
Everyone know once we made a decision, we might lost something or gain something....
Someone will also say that once you lost something, you may gain something....
How about once i had made the decisions but had lost something and waiting the "gain" with endless time...
They had told me about the "gain" is coming to me....coming to me but it doesn't existed until now.
They lied to me....again and again....
While i'm just waiting like a stupid and excited everyday in heart like a mad person
At the beginning, i had believed that there is success is waiting you one day once you believe it in your deeply heart....
When it's the time that i can prove it in front of them
When it's the time that i can to say that there is no more doubt with it
When it's the time that i can did it with the decision that i had made
It suddenly....suddenly....
All goes wrong....with no latest news...no calls....no replys....
It disappear in the air...such a "lost"
The "lost" have made me depressed and lost the belief of hopes...
The "lost" have made them feel that it is still a mistake that i made without following their directions...
The "lost" have made me lose the power and passion of chasing the "gain"....
There is all goes wrong~
There is all goes wrong~silently.....
